I am trying to understand why I am alive, how best to live in a world that has been difficult to live in...humbled
Aren't we all. I understand what you are saying here. I was raised a catholic..l understand the pull of established ideas and beliefs. But that doesn't make it any more true than any other belief system out there.
Hindus were raised believing in their gods...they are just as real to them.
Are you just saying you like the teachings of Jesus that are found in the bible? Is it more of a moral guide?